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Amber-87
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 Posted: Sat Nov 28, 2009 5:00 pm Post subject: I saw it....... |
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I saw it, it's cancer... Cancer takes me.... Young..... I had a little cry but it hasn't hit me yet.
I saw 2 people die of cancer and I knew before they knew...
This is not good........... |
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Timothy
Master of Feng Shui, Karma, Life Lessons
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Amber-87
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| Posted: Sat Nov 28, 2009 6:03 pm Post subject: |
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It's hard to understand.. I still can't comprehend alot of what I see/feel I don't even know if I would call it seeing or feeling...
I was reading a book, then suddenly completely unrelated I felt ill from worry and felt that I have not long to live and that it's cancer.
I looked straight at my kids and felt so apart from them...
It's not much to go by but this is how I felt it with the others... A real sickness then felt they had not long.... |
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Timothy
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Amber-87
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I don't understand... :'( I can't understand this stuff that happens anymore. I am not good for this. I thought fate can't be changed because something else will happen? If I couldn't help the others, I can't help myself.
I can't see where the cancer is but something with lungs, liver, cervix maybe.....
This is a mess... My family has a gene of leiomyosarcoma... Chemo and radiation therapy does not do anything to it, it's a rapid, rare and aggressive cancer that can only be surgically removed if caught early but will keep coming back in various places throughout one's life... I am stuffed.....
Why would I feel this if it isn't true??? |
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Timothy
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Amber-87
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| Posted: Sat Nov 28, 2009 8:08 pm Post subject: |
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None of this makes sense to me  I don't understand it and a healer? What's a healer? What can they do? Tests... hmm another issue... I have horrible pains and many MANY symptoms, tests are coming back negative for everything... |
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Timothy
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Amber-87
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| Posted: Sat Nov 28, 2009 8:12 pm Post subject: |
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| um... ok.. ?? |
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Timothy
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Amber-87
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| Posted: Sat Nov 28, 2009 8:27 pm Post subject: |
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| Thanks heaps. I have no idea about all of this sorry I seem so simple at the moment. I am very very new to this and not sure what if happening. |
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casemarten
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| Posted: Sun Nov 29, 2009 7:22 am Post subject: |
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Blessings Amber,
First off, there are a number of reasons you could see something like this and it *not* be 'real.'
The first thing I want to discuss is what is called a 'negative thought form' or 'energy attachment.' These things are not physical entities but pure energy that is programmed or imprinted with negative emotions and thoughts. They are extremely common, everyone encounters them and experiences them, and they can arise from any type of negative thought or feeling. Sometimes they are personal, sometimes more collective (connected to more than one person). The fact that your family has a history of cancer almost certainly means there is a 'fear of cancer thought form' shared by your family. When people think and feel - those thoughts and feelings are translated into energy. Disrupted (negative) energy is not the status quo - so it becomes a form of its own attached to the thinker, or it digs into the body forming a blockage or implant...but what is important to remember is that these things are not REAL but created by negative thoughts and feelings. If you fear getting cancer, then the negative energy is fed by your fear everytime you think of it - and it gets stronger. With a family history of cancer, there are probably several ppl in your family that consciously or unconsciously fear developing the disease. You may just be seeing or sensing this thought form.
Another thing is that over the years I've encountered a number of people in their late teens/early twenties that have a vision or impression of impending death. I actually walked around for a number of years believing I would not make it to my 21st birthday. I once read an article that explained this in relation to astrology and possible 'exit points' for the soul. I do not remember the specifics, but the basic ideas were that there are possible prearranged exit points during life in the event one is needed. Another explanation was that these are 'memories' of exit points or 'time of death' from past lives, basically - when one died in a previous life is somehow remembered - for you it may also be related to the method by which death occurred.
Lastly is the 'implant' which is a non-physical device that is put within the body that can produce severe adverse effects. Implants can arise from negative thought forms/entities (meaning they are put there)of many types or they can crystallize from within (negative thoughts and emotions that are repeated so often they take on their own form within you - sort of like you repeat something so often you actually create a 'thing' that does what you have programmed). Implants are rarely, if ever, a positive thing - and again they are very common. But they will serve to disrupt your energy in *some* way - whether this be through manipulating your thoughts & feelings or blocking of an energy pathway/chakra, etc. Basically, an implant can make you think, feel, believe, or do something that is not *real*. They serve to disconnect and distort energy, and can be carried over from past lives. I believe that what you are experiencing is most likely an implant, probably created from collective fear, that is slowly eating away at your energy, much like a cancer would. The fact you are aware of it is great!
I see absolutely nothing major when scanning you, although I do feel your panic and anxiety regarding this issue. Above all, please try NOT to feed your fear. Whether the perceived cancer is real or not, fearing it will make it stronger.
The reason you could not intervene with others' cancer may be that their illness was part of their 'plan' - illness can be related to karma, past lives, etc - sometimes what we experience in this life that seems so negative actually has a clearing/positive effect. We cannot change everything to our liking - especially when it comes to OTHER people. Each individual has a unique path and unfortunately must reach healing in their own way. Basically, you cannot heal someone who is not fully ready to heal - nor can you override karmic agreements of others. If you DID have cancer, not being able to heal others does NOT mean you cannot heal yourself. The only one any of us CAN certainly heal is the self. So do not be disheartened by your inability to intervene for others - it does not in any way mean you cannot heal yourself.
I'm picking up clearly that there is no cancer, but this is manifesting to help you develop latent healing abilities. Dont be worried about getting foggy impressions, we all start out there, it is very good that you are seeing *something* even if you cannot tell exactly what it is.
Have you ever worked with crystals at all? Crystals can be used as tools to clear and balance energies and help develop metaphysical abilities. I will be glad to explain more and recommend some stones for you if you are interested.
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Your vision will become clear only when you can look into your own heart. Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes. - Carl G. Jung |
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casemarten
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| Posted: Sun Nov 29, 2009 7:24 am Post subject: |
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Also, if you can describe your symptoms, I may be able to better pinpoint what is going on with you and where the disruption may be within your energy body.
If you know what tests have been done, those may help as well, I have pretty good medical knowledge.
If you would like for me to work with you to find the root of this, and help you learn about healing, will be glad to do so as well.
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Your vision will become clear only when you can look into your own heart. Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes. - Carl G. Jung |
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Timothy
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Amber-87
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| Posted: Sun Nov 29, 2009 8:27 pm Post subject: |
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Thanks for that, I am still clearly confused and my head is a mess... you mentioned something about it could be something about my healing abilities.... You mean that could be a gift of mine?? Not a visionary type?? Again I am awfully sorry, I don't know the specific names.
Tests, full blood count, Liver function tests, HIDA to test gall/liver, urine to test for UTI's... Ultrasound to check liver kidneys and gall. On Friday I have an ultrasound to view my pelvic region. Recently had a pap smear too and still no results for that...
Symptoms... Where do I start
-nauseous
-soooo tired and exhausted, no energy
-negative and snappy and irritable
-migraine
-RUQ pain - under ribs, gall region, sometimes more to the side - liver region and sometimes shoots through my shoulder blade
-pain near sternum, and lung areas - very deep
-pain in my pelvis
-dizzy, confused
-very very bloated
-lumps just under the skin from breasts right through to pelvis (possible lipomas, but I don't think they are)
There's just so many... My gp is concerned as there's clearly something underlying. I am so sick of feeling like this and not knowing... |
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